There is something so glorious and inspiring when people talk about the moment God called them to step out in faith and go.
But what about the times, God says stay.
I’m hesitant to post on this subject.
Why? I don’t know.
No one really talks about it.
It’s so frustrating to have so much passion and fire to go to the mission field and to hear God say “It’s not your time”
I’m that kind of person that can’t sit still, I like to be on the go.
I have lost count how many times people say to me “Calm down Rachel, settle down, chill out”
Maybe this is the reason God often answers my prayers with the dreadful word “wait.”
God wants me to be still and hear his voice, so he brings me to a quiet lonely place where I have no choice but to turn my eyes and ears to him.
I am so confused about my future, worried I am going to lose my passion, but I hold onto the hope that in this moment all I need to do is rest and listen.