Moving countries is exciting, meeting new people, seeing new sites, learning new things.
But it’s also hard.
After the honeymoon stage of a new country wears off, your emotions become a theme park ride.
The last couple of months I have struggled with even understanding and putting into words how I feel, some days are awesome, other days I want to bury my head under a pillow, because everything is just way to much.
Homesick for what used to be my reality, homesick for stability. Tired of all the new things life is throwing at me.
My online ministries are suffering, my heart seems to have gone out of everything I care about.
Those yuck emotions lie just below the surface.
But it’s ok, I need to work through theses feelings, it’s all part of the transition into my new life.
One day I am going to fall in love with my new life but right now I must accept my feeling and hold tight to God as I travel this adventure called life.