October last year God put on my heart to write a book, a book about struggles, purity, relationships and so much more. I never imagined myself writing a book, for one thing I have quite shocking spelling, I have dyslexia and I hated talking about relationships and struggles while all the other girls in the room would be chatting about boys I kept my thoughts to myself. I was so shy around boys I could barely look them in the eyes what advice would I have to share? God keep nudging me, write a book from your heart, be open and honest. So I did. Fast forward to June 2013 God opened a door for me to get my book published and by October my book will released one year from the time I started writing it. Can’t believe God would want to use my voice. When I worry if anyone will be encouraged my book, I hear God’s voice saying I called you to do this and I will use it just how it is. To the one who is reading this I really want to encourage you that God can use you!! No matter who you are! Just be willing and amazing things will happen!
I have lost count of the times I have believed God would not come through for me. Yes you did read that right. I read about these amazing men and women of God who believe with such amazing faith and miracles happen. Sadly I am not one of them. I often struggle with believing in healing, believing that I have heard God’s voice. But guess what it says in the bible
He replied, “Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.”
This verse was so exciting to me because he understands my lack of faith and he is saying the little faith I have counts!! I know the longer I walk with him my faith will grow but right now my small amount of faith matters!!
I am so thankful for the freedom and love God shows me everyday. Yes I am very normal and not some amazing anointed woman of God that blows everyone away with her faith but I am me and I am falling more in love with Christ everyday as my mustard seed faith slowly grows!